so... I dont know what should I do with my new post of my blog and i'm sorry to everyone who read this blog because of my english skill is sucks than a trash can. I dont know why , I just want to express what I'm feeling about the last years of my uncomfort zone, and it's still the same until now. I'm try to express that with positif "thing" it can be anything. 

at the last years in 2013 of September, I got to my new University that I never expect. I dont have any choice besides that university because my mom really want me to go to "state university" FYI I have accepted in so many "swasta university" with good mayor that I want, but I decide to take my last choice.Unfortunatlly may be because I'm really stupid or something like that, I have try to so many test in state university and I never get a good result that can make my parents pround of me. I think that I'm really sucks as fuck ( i'm sorry abot this rude words) and in whole years I try to learn more about the test whlist I'm go to campus also. That years is really unproductive-bit productive years that I have ever had in my entire life! it's feels so damnly bad!! 

to be continued ASAP ...

I'll see u soon guys (I know there is no one guys ; no one read my blog, whatever! lol) fell free to help me!! about this fucking period in whole years 2013-2014. hope you are all well, comment bellow if there is anything you'd like to gime suggetion. ( I NOW NO ONE WILL LOL)xox 

PS : I LUV MY MOMY